My sincere apologies for the misunderstanding…

Dear Seniors,

 

I’ve been recently notified that some of the seniors who’ve read this blog have misinterpreted it in a way of their own. No one has been specifically charged with any offensive word on this blog. And specially I won’t say any such shit about Anubhav Bhaiya since I’ve known about him for long. Mentioning somebody in a blog post doesn’t mean at all that the dialect corresponds to that person. I’d urge with all due respect that please read the post again with a bit more attentiveness, then you might get what is trying to be conveyed in the text. Moreover, I’ve specifically said that “SOME” seniors are assholes, and “SOME” is not equal to “ALL”. So I would request everybody respectfully that please don’t make equation of your own. My SINCERE APOLOGIES TO ANYONE WHO FELT OFFENDED.

Something is not OK

I woke up at 10a.m. in the morning today and I checked my cell phone for new messages. As it is the festival of colours-Holi in India here, I expected a large number of messages. There were a large number of messages. I opened the list and had a quick look through the names of senders, but none of the SMSs were from whom I was expecting, my girl. So instead of waiting for her message to come, I tried to start a conversation with her, I sent her a message containing the Holi wishes. No reply, and till the time this post is written, no reply at all. Sometimes, I even doubt that is she the same girl that I’ve been with for such a long time. But then again, maybe she has lost interest in me. And after thinking this, I ask to myself, ‘Out of all the girls I’ve ever befriended, why did it happen that the only girl I happened to love, lost interest in me.’ no answers to any of those questions so I tried to divert my mind towards other things.

“If Only” – one of the best romantic movies I’ve ever seen

To divert my mind from whatever was running in it, I tried watching a movie for a change. I opened the list of movies that I had and my eyes stopped over a title that my girlfriend had suggested. I am unable to get over her, till now. Whatever I do, drags me back to her, even more. I saw “If Only”, and for a few moments I went into a flash back of time.

The day when I went to meet her, the last time. We were sitting at MDDA park with her looking cutely towards me, when she opened up her lips asking for the Pen Drive. ‘WTF?’, I said, ‘I thought you’d ask for a kiss’. She said, ‘Shut Up’ and asked for the PD even cutely. I took out her purse from my backpack and came out a Transcend 4GB pen drive, black in colour. She started transferring the data from the Pen Drive to my laptop. I asked what is the theme of the movie that you’re giving me, she said, “First the girl dies, then the boy, and then both.”. I said “what kind of movie is that?”. And she replied, “See for yourself.” I love this attitude of hers. The ultimate drama queen I’ve ever met.

I came back in the present and decided that I’ll watch “If Only”. And tell you what, I’m not going to give you any idea about the story of the movie. “See for yourself” is the best phrase that she spoke that day. The movie is so brilliantly directed. Every emotion, throughout the movie comes out so beautifully that you can feel every scene that is going on. The movie connected so beautifully with me. I felt so bad that my girl was wasting all this time fighting when any moment could be our last.

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Worst day of my life till now

Morning After

I got up at ten o’clock and got ready. I dropped Soumik and Prakhar to the bus stand. And on my way back, I called my girl and had a disgusting argument with her. I disconnected the call after a certain point and my mood got off at her comments. I tell you friends, girls are good when they’re acting sweet but once they get devilish they can ruin every day of yours for the rest of your lives. The latter is what has happened to me. She is angry at me on something, which even I don’t occur to know but that single thing is causing so much pain in the ass, I can’t tell you. Every conversation between me and her becomes an argument, the end of which must lead to her victory or else the relationship is broken. I can’t even clear that because she knows that whosoever has committed the mistake, it has to be me who says sorry in the end. Every single time. This time the matter was hiding a fact. As this is not a new thing that she knowingly hid a fact from me just to keep the relationship running smooth. She knows that I hate it, she knows that she gets caught every time she does it but still every time she is caught she tries her level best to not get caught the next time instead of dropping the habit of hiding things from me. I want to know everything about her, everything that she thinks, because she is the kind of girl who won’t tell anything if I don’t ask her. Every time I call her, I have to ask her, that what all happened today in each and every aspect and that too individually, when she is silent, she is always thinking something, but even when I ask her, she won’t tell, that is the major reason for quarrels between us. Keeping things to herself is what she does the best, and fighting to take it out of her is what I do the best. I know a simple fact, that the more number of facts that are condensed in a person’s heart, untold to anybody, the lesser is the life of that person. And that is what I don’t want, I want her to live a very long life so I ask her for all her secrets. I ask her for everything she comes to know, does or even thinks of doing, beforehand. The reason for this being, she is kiddish and I don’t want her to go around committing mistakes because it is too late to learn from mistakes and it is time that she should learn to learn from the experience of others. But she doesn’t want it. She doesn’t hear to the advice that I give, when I give it at first, and after landing herself into awful lot of trouble, she asks for help. What is the use of extending the problem when she could readily ask for help when the problem started. It seems as if she doesn’t need me. A friend of mine always tells me that we should leave the relationship when there are so many compatibility problems, and I never say anything. She keeps on crying out loud to other people that what pain is she suffering and what all are the things that hurt her, but when I ask her the same questions, she gets dumbstruck. I don’t know what is the problem with me now days but she doesn’t seem to be wanting to talk to me at all. She doesn’t talk properly about anything. Every word she speaks is full of frustration and anger coming out of some unknown suspicious hidden source. I try very hard to leave her every time she demands a breakup but I am the weak link of this relationship. I have to go back to her every single time. It feels that I’m attached to her in such a way that I don’t feel anything in her absence. I don’t feel the air, the water, the glow, the dark, the fun, the joy with friends, or simply anything at all. I guess that is what they call love. But then again I sit to think, isn’t she in love with me, how can she be so comfortable there, when I’m crying in pain, here? No idea, god damn the girls, they’re simply too complicated to understand. She sent me a message which quoted, “Tujhe jaise haiwaan ke sath”…

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A new theme…

Finally, a fresh theme for my blog. WordPress should allow custom CSS for free, that would help developers like me to make their blogs beautiful for free.Being a student, I’d never like to pay for themes, and I’m not getting any good hosting service to host my blog on to. Please, if you have any free hosting service in mind, please let me know. The only things that I’d love to have essentially are php, cPanel and multiple FTP suppot (optional).

The writing star!

After I made my last blog post, I published the link on Facebook, I got a response for one of my friends and readers, Mr. Abhishek Arora. He asked me to read a short story that he had written and believe me it was too good. I think for the first time in my life Id seen a guy of his age group write so professionally. I could feel each and every word as I went through the text. The pain, the misery, the suffering of a son as he saw his father dying in front of his own eyes, was so well portrayed by the words from his pen, that the text left me speechless. I wish I could quote it here, but it is too good to be copied without author’s permission. It is truly an ultimate piece of art. Congratulations to him on having such a talent of beautiful and creative writing. I consider any text, good enough only when it is able to connect to the audience and that story did. It touched my heart deeply.

What day is Tomorrow? Its FUN-DAY ;)

Around 7:00p.m. or so, I was busy looking out for new projects to work upon, working my way out through enormous amount of waste projects on WebD when suddenly I heard my modem beep. It said’ “1 New Message”. I looked at the content and it said, “Call me urgent”. Without reading from what the destination was, I replied that “I am busy. please sms me whatever it is”. Reply came, “Tomorrow me, prakhar and Rajat are coming to Rishikesh. Will we get a place to stay for one night?” The message was in terrible hindi, the number was of Docomo and it mentioned Rajat and Prakhar so the third one, the one messaging me, had to be one of my very dear friends, Soumik. But still, I decided that it was better to confirm.  So, I asked for the name and I got my answer “Soumik, you bitch”. Yeah, I know that’s rash, but HELLO, that is how boys talk, we’re no exception. I felt too excited and happy to hear that, and decided that I should call him. i took out my SIM card from my modem and called Soumik immediately. He told me that he was at Prakhar’s and are planning to come to Rishikesh tomorrow, I warned them about the risks of traffic if they made it after morning at 9:00a.m. Rishikesh, being the prime tourist place of Rishikesh, has a lot of traffic these days. So, I told them to come as early as possible. The plans he told me were too much fun to listen. Let us see, how good it turns out to be. :D

SEO, the next target

Yesterday, I saw a few projects on SEO, and guess what, I decided to work upon them as I believe that this blog needs some pretty good amount of Search Engine Optimization. I think that SEO is the only problem due to which even after making so many (around 45) posts on this blog, it still doesn’t come on #1 when it comes to Google Search. This will be a challenge as well as an experiment to see that the SEO techniques that I’ve learnt about really work or not. Anyways, the results will be quick so this is not a big deal to worry.

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Cover Page: What matters the most!

“Never judge a book by its cover”, easier said than done my friends. This is true that going on the attractiveness and beauty of the cover, one may often be deceived but I want you to consider an even more practical approach to the statement, can one really be going after each and every book and reading it in order to judge it? No, is the unanimous answer. One may argue that we can go for the reviews that other people make about a book and make our judgement on the basis of that. But, then again there would always be a difference in perception, e.g. Some of my friends like Chetan Bhagat a lot as an author but I have a strong dislike for all his novels except for the “three mistakes of my life”. Hence we get to know that we cannot consider the reviews by other people a proper criterion for judging a book. Now, we often read the back cover of books before we buy them. One the back cover of a book, writers often give a brief review of what is the content of the book. But I would like to ask you dear people, how many times have you read in the back of a book that “Poor grammar inside” or “Rough language has been used” or even “Improper writing style in this book, disruptive storyline”. Nobody would like to, rather should, write bad about their own book at the back of the book. It takes such a huge amount of effort to write a book, no one should release it with a negative attitude. So, after taking a look at various aspects of the saying, we finally come back to where it all starts and that is, we have no other choices but to go with the cover page. The more attractive the cover page is, the more are we attracted towards the book.

I like experimenting with words and recently, I replaced the word “BOOK” by “PEOPLE” and guess what, it suits the theme perfectly. The new idiom comes out to be “Never judge a person by his appearance”, this is an original Winking smile . Friends each and every statement above will now be related and explained with respect to people along with certain other examples and eventually you shall realize that the idea is worth having a look. Before starting, a very famous dialogue from the “Matrix”, ‘Appearances can be deceptive, Mr. Anderson” Smile that was just for fun actually but in strong correspondence to the context so I just liked mentioning it. Anyways, I was about to explain how are the two ideas similar and as always, I have an example in handy which can give a brief overview of the point which I am trying to make. It is in form of a conversation

Harshit: In India, people are judged of the basis of their “Varna*”. You understand the term “varna” right?

Me:No.

Harshit: (with a sigh) “varna” means ‘color of the skin’

(*varna is a hindi words)

Although in that conversation I debated against the topic but Harshit won the argument, not only because he is a very fine orator but also because he had a valid point. And the phenomenon he was talking about, can be observed anywhere throughout the world, but he was particular about India, because this is the country where it prevails the most. A hot chick breaks the signal and the traffic policemen tries his level best to look the other way, and a guy late for his office by 20minutes will get on the nerves on the same officer. People are judged by their appearances and that is the only way it works out in India. If you’ve ever been to Delhi, then you must be well aware of the rules at the discos, “Single Men: Rs. 900, Couples: Rs. 700, Chicks: Free”. Is there something special about these girls? No, my friends, 90% of these girls are either spoilt brats, or are looking for a guy who is one. In this case, if you judge these girls by their cover, they’re goddesses but from the inside they’re just the ones who’ll either suck your money out, or they’ll use you and then dump you. Today, this is not just the matter with girls, many boys have opted being such or similar as their only profession. They go to girls, befriend them, have their benefits and then leave the girls broken hearted. And then these broken hearted girls, become brats and the chain goes on. Well, it seems like we’ve deviated from our topic to “How girls/boys become money sucking parasites?” Winking smile Anyways, let us come back to the topic and pick up the first argument that came against this new idiom apart from the idea of judging every person you come across, one by one. Oh! Some of you might be considering this too. So, let me ask a question to all my friends who considered this as an option. How long does it take you to trust a person completely counting from the day you acquainted him/her? Now multiply this number to the number of people you’ve ever met. That is what you’re talking about, my friend!”.  Now, the first logical counter to the statement would be, to go on other people’s comments about that particular buddy. I hate a guy that doesn’t mean everybody would hate that guy. Perceptions about books can also be better understood from here. A doesn’t like B, doesn’t answer the question to, whether C likes B or not. That is how it works, and I need not explain about how difficult would it be to conduct a vote for the righteousness and goodwill of every man you meet and deciding the appropriate voters for the same. Just talking nonsense for fun, sorry if you didn’t like Smile with tongue out The next thing that comes to our minds would be to ask the person about himself. Ha ha, this would really be interesting. Some people would boast about them a lot, and the others would just be too modest to tell anything truthfully about them. I don’t want to be personal at all and that is why I’m in no mood to quote examples but that would have been true fun, believe me. Anyways, you got the point, that’s enough. In the end, what remains with us is again the appearance of a person and that is all we’re left, to judge a man with. That is it… I leave the decision upon you, as always. So it is your choice that which of the above illogical methods do you apply but please, “Never judge a book by its cover”. Winking smile

Getting Noticed, the two faces :)

The Brightest Comment

Evening 7:00 p.m.                                                                                                                                    Venue:Railway Station Lalkuan

I was standing on the railway station. Thee lights were dim and at quite a considerable distance from each other. Sipping tea at 7 in the evening in such a poorly lighted Railway Station with a group of close friends, is an out of this world experience. Vinod was standing right opposite to me and started with, ‘How is life going?’. Did any one of you notice this, that when we are out of topics to discuss in any situation, we keep on asking this particular question repeatedly. :) Anyways, he continues, ‘How about Purnesh Expo? You haven’t posted anything since weeks or so”. I said ‘Yes, there are two reasons for not posting anything in such a long time. The first one is, I’m working a way out through the security systems of CCF, once again. and the other one is, that I’m not getting enough time’. Then he responded, “Amit Burman Sir mentioned you in a motivational speech at Nehru Bhawan”. I was thunderstruck to hear this.

I would like to give a brief review about Amit Burman Sir now. He is a genius of Robotics, a maestro of Electronic Equipments. My first public interaction was when he came to orient us for the Robotics workshop going to be held in College of Technology, Pantnagar. His words an attire so simple, and in there lies a brilliant mind. He took our workshop and throughout the time he was there, it was fun to listen to him and watch him teach. His techniques of simplification of concepts and making the subjects simpler to understand are simply superb. I think that is enough of introduction, for now. If I’ll ever get a chance to talk to him personally, I’ll post it here further.

I felt so great after having been noticed by Respected Shri Shri Shri Amit Burman Sir that I am in serious lack of words to show gratitude. Vinod further continued, “Sir said, I noticed the work of guy in CCF, he is at least following his passion, I would not mention the name but you should also do something that is your passion.” The encouragement that these words gave to me would empower me and motivate me for the rest of my life. Thank You very much for those nice and beautiful words sir.

A back is something beyond my limit of toleration:(

So, friends, today is one the worst days, because as soon as I opened my result of this semester, I found, that I had a back in Engineering Chemistry 2. This is not the first time that I failed in Chemistry though, but this is the first time that I took a “back”. From the very beginning of my education at college, I had always heard about how bad backs were, and how bad was it to have one of them. But this time, I realized that how much worse could it be? I’m ashamed, to have such a disastrous result and just wonder that will I ever overcome the shame of having a back :( . Anyways, whatever be the shame like, I’ll manage to clear this in this semester, so that I don;t have to study with the juniors again. Apart from this disaster that just happened, a lot has happened that I would like to discuss or rather write to you all.

One Night Fights Rock

This semester was the first one that I had at GBPUAT. My first semester of college. And I understood a lot of things, including one very important fact that more than we study in the entire semester, we do, in a single night before exam. We got frustrated, all of us. And let me explain the term ‘we’ or ‘us’ in the above lines and the lines following. It stands for Saqib Nizam Shamsi, Me, Bhagwan Singh Baral, Kamal Joshi. Four of us have enjoyed the exams in true sense. Studying till 3a.m. in the morning helping out each other and making each other through problems. And then began the exciting part. When all of us were done preparing one of us went to prepare maggi for all of us and some other buddy would enjoy playing ‘Blur’ on laptop while somebody would take a nap or disturb the rest of the sleeping buds in the hostel… The most memorable exams of my life. It was the first hostel experience that I had in 5months of my hostel life… There isn’t much to do in my college except for enjoying the hostel life with friends and grooming yourself.

The party

Three days back I went to party at FC with two of my friends, Ishika and Arshiya. We had so much fun together. First at around 2I went to Arshiya’s and found that she was still sleeping. I smirked and, after slowly creeping into her room, poked her hard enough to wake her up. But being a sturdy lady, she was barely affected. But still she woke up and very slowly she got ready in one and a half hour. After that, we both went together to Ishika’s where she picked her up as her pillion rider. We straightaway went to FC after this and reaching there, both of ‘em were impressed by the view. We sat and after a while we had our margeritta pizza and chilli paneer ready before us. Everybody was delighted by the deliciousness of the Pizza. After that when it was too late to return, I had this crazy idea of coming back via the jungle path. So we did. It was an altogether really fun experience. Seriously we did enjoy it a lot…

 

I’m writing all this crazy and boring kind of stuff because I’m really excited for blogging after such a long long long time. And this year, I’m gonna blog more and more and more…